On 2005-02-13 at 1:43 a.m., lynx86 said:

*sigh*ever screwed up and didnt know how? hmmmmmm neither have i. there always seems to be a woman nearby to let me know abundantly well just how i screwed up. why thank you, female race.
meanwhile,back at the ranch,you ppl should go read dangerspouses regalia about fish eggs,wine,alcohol,and other assorted nastiness,its rather.....sobering....

heheh well,news for the female world,im single! yes,thats right ladies! im single! the best man youve ever seen has become quite available,so line up,take a number,and then get the heck out of here,cause youre annoying!
yes the woman i was dating for a month decided monday that she needs to break up with me,for reasons of her own,and so im doing the usual supporting role,("yes i fully agree,we moved too fast,youre quite right....")all the while wondering what exactly happened there,but hey,lol,im not worried,because in a dream i had thursday night(dream,is that the right word?it seemed almost real,in a surreal sort of way...)i took a walk with god in the mountains somewhere,and he and i had a long chat,kinda wierd isnt it?but,when i woke up,the pain of it all was gone,and so,now im just getting things going.
im finally buying a car for myself,itll be the exact replica of my first car,complete with memories,and all.heheh ill just keep the good memories thank you gorgeous,well forget certain things that happened in that car......but trips to the airport will be remembereed thank you. but yes,its a 1988 mazda 323 hatchback,the slowest bucket youll ever meet,but hopefully i can remedy that,with engine mods,and possibly make it look good,without spending a mint on it,as they only made it for one year,then remodled the friggin thing.
meanwhile,ive been getting closer with heather then i have in a long time. its wierd,how much you miss someone,sometimes,isnt it? *sigh* but i do love her,and seriously hope there may be something in the future for the two of us...
and now for work. well im still working for dennys,a whole three or four days a week,but thats soon to change. ive put in an app. with a furniture company,which gives about 500 a week,in work,so if i get in there im pretty well set,but otherwise,its on for more dennys work,so that i can get ahead enuff to go to college,to prep for the fire academy.ive been seriously trying to get things cleaned up in my life for the last week,and get things started that ive been laying off for a long time,and im taking one helluva leap,hoping itll all sorta line up and work out soon,but if it doesnt,it was quite nice knowin yall,lol.
meanwhile,i need to go get another haircut at the place im going to for haircuts now,to get these curls cleaned up. last time i went in for a haircut,i got told i should let the curls grow,the stylist (yes i do use a stylist,shes a friend of mine,leave it alone,dangit!)thought they looked good,(but unfortunately,when she washed my hair,i forgot to ask if it was herbal essences she was using...dangit,coulda made a scene!)and so im letting them grow out again,then i may have her straighten it,or something,who knows?
well thats all off to read dangerspouses antics again,imn going thru all his old stuff,kudos to you and garlic soup dangerspouse,LOL

well adieu for now laddies n ladies,im gone!

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