On 2005-02-20 at 7:10 a.m., lynx86 said:

well,im just sitting here eating brownies,and cold pancakes with syrup,hmm,not the nicest breakfast,but a bachelors life,eh??and since the onlyperson on my msn mess. that id be wanting to talk to,tuned out to actually be a dutch person into dutch metal and hardcore music/porn,im not sure,ill be adding yet another entry this month.
have any of you ever noticed that whenever you make up your mind to do something,other peoplejust have to pop up alla the sudden with SOMETHING to say/do to try and make it more difficult?in the past week,ive had too much crap happen,and if one more thing happens thats annoying,i think ill turn into an asshole....
first off,i had my ex bosses 17 year old daughter call me up,ok shes a great friend and all,was kinda happy she caught up with me,because we both always got along well together,she always had this wierd way of understanding exactly what was going on in my life without ever having gone thru it herself,or really even knowing me all that well. it was always up inthe air that she had a crush on me,(an idea that was supported by my grandparents,which is bad....)and her and i had had a few conversations about that subject,as it was begining to become cumbersome. her father it seems always thought that i was going to do something to her/with her,and whenever she was around and i was around,it became just irritable to work with the man. but be4 i left,her and i had a converation speaking about what kind of people we would like to be with later onin life. im not sure if i remember the description she gave me or not,but it was probobaly one alongside the one she gave me of one of her classmates,which was six foot,blonde hair,blue eyes,funny,blah blah blah,basically my exact description(which she swears even to this day was just coincidence,as she really did have a crush on one of her classmates,)and mine was i guess a lot like her......well,she called me up a couple of days ago,and asked me to tell her that i hadnt thought about her in the year ive been gone,and that i didnt remember her,and all of that. which,would be lying.ive been wondering when shed call,as my gandfather had spoke to me about it,and she had asked him for my number several times,which i told him to go ahead and give her.and ive also been wondering how shes been doing,since her father was going thru a divorce with his then wife at the time i left.well,i tried to skirt it and say ive been wondering when youd call,at which oint she started rambling. seems she hasnt stopped thinking about me since i left,and bla blah blah...man,i thought id cleared this up be4 i left,this is pretty annoying but nothing i cant handle,just work back to the friendship status,ive had women want me as only a friend,because im too sweet/nice to be with(say WHAT?!?!?!? isnt that what women ASK FOR???),i should be able to do it again,i think.
number two,well,my brother and i went out to the car,we were going to go to walmart,then off to dennys for a little late night dinner.we went to the car,and as wed gone two nights be4,wed gotten in at two thirty in the morning,so i thought it was entirely understandeable that the car door was unlocked,so i just got in,closed the door,put my seatbelt on,.......and heard my brother say these exact words......"oh shit,we been hit son!(hes black,leave it alone...)the dash board was ripped open and the cd player was gone,stolen.seems,they jammed a screwdriver into the lock,and opened the door that way,then popped the trunk and stole a pair of subs that i had in there,as well as cleaned the car out of cds we had in there.luckily,my 240 cd case was in the house that night.but the locks screwed,no sterio,they were nice enough to actually use the proper tools,nminus a key,or slim jim,so they just took the dash apart,left all the screws and everything.weve also got the extra cd player,as well as the hookup,as weve had another toyota that takes the same stuff,but gees,id had both the subs,and the extra cd player ready to sell to a man at work,and would have made a decent profit,which would have gone towards the rent,as were struggling this month.MAJOR IRRITANT.
next,i got in touch with a friend who i havent talked to in a while,and began speaking withher for a while last night. it seems shes ready to get out of her marriage,the guys just not her style,but it seems hes also a little bit violent,and shes not the intelligent type. her baby had briuses,and she took the blame,got muggs,arrested the whole nine.not a real intelligent move,since that opens the door for cps,and she was already almost term with her second child. thats all her problem,but i told her i was thinking about getting the heckout of cali,and she says move over here,i said uh,why? she goes well i could use a friend. yeah,im usre,after the history shes had with guys,im sure.not only no,but heck no.but shes always been a nice enough friend,if i held her in check,and so i just said nah,no thanks,too much trouble.minor annoyance.
all that coupled with work,and the annoyance of the ex gilfriend who keeps trying a little too hard to be friendly,is justplain flat gowing to be too much!!*sigh* ah well,now that ive ranted,and the pancakes are gone,ill go ahead and read some more and finish off the brownies...dangerspouse,you had better have had some hilarious antics on par with the blowjob stories....ciao!

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